for a moment...

2009-06-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

i tried my best to erase the pain within
the fear i am feeling
the past i can't erase,
i tried my best to tell u,
but because i noe u too well,
i noe u won't bother to understand.
i am trying to be happy,
trying really really hard...
but somethings juz keep reappearing,
making wonder if i really can do it.
i don't know what i want.
lost.

2009-05-08T07:29:00.000-07:00

I dunno y...but i juz feel really upset.... hope to juz disappear into thin air....

2009-04-29T07:40:00.000-07:00

I have to learn how to live in a new environment... Learn how to work together wid diff ppl tt hv diff character... Learn how to take care of myself.... Learn not to be so weak.... But i really miss the pass... I noe one can only look forward... But can i hv some little moments to sit down in a corner... and think of de past???

2009-04-03T03:43:00.000-07:00

RP HERE I COME.....=))

2009-03-23T21:09:00.001-07:00

Worrying in progress~~~~

Reflections

2009-03-10T07:40:00.000-07:00

Things do change as the time goes by, wat really matters most is how we handle it, and make de best out of it.... we may be weak at times, but there will be ppl around us tt will give us a hand or encourge us in a way tt make us stand back up.

U r a unique one, someone tt is a part of mi, a part of my life, i hv once wonder my life, a picture without u in it. the feeling is so painful, without u a part is missing. We may quarrel at times but this help us to understand each other better, i love u....u r part of my world....

Friends may hv disagreement or unhappiness,but at de end of de day we r still friends, and we shld try to understand each other, it takes 2 hands to clap. Promises r meant to be kept so, no matter wat, they will still be there, giving a hand, lending a listening ear, or juz a hug. I hv thought through and even if there r wounds let's be together and heal it together.=)) Friends r forever.

Families, r impt in a way, tt they will NEVER leave u....they hv de same blood as u, they will go through thick and thin wid u...no matter wat it is, no matter when. i am counted lucky to get along well wid my cousins, u noe how blissful it is to spend a sunday wid them? we r lyk brothers and sisters. Joking and craping around, looking at de babies grow everyday, such a special feeling. The bond we build every single day will not change till death bring us apart....

because of u....

2009-02-23T06:05:00.000-08:00

time is passing really fast...
and in lyk a few weeks more and i am out of sch...
lots of emotion crashing mi lyk hell...
there is lots of thing i hv learn in dis sch for dis 2 years...
joy, tears, anger...all in 1 go...
but wat i am most happy abt is...
meeting u...=))

2009-02-10T02:02:00.001-08:00

How long can a friendship last??

2009-01-26T06:26:00.001-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!=))

Making pineapple tarts...

2009-01-17T03:50:00.000-08:00

Woke up at around 9 to go po po house and help make pieapple tarts despite being sick....lol...start making around 10 smth...den around 12 ate my medicine and feel very drownsy so went to slp...when i woke up most of it is already done thanks to my cousins and aunties...lol...

Firstly,mixed de ingredients together...

Den start moulding de shape of de tart, and put de pineapple fillings in it...

Bake it....

And.....tadaa....freshly made pineapple tarts...yummy!!!

2009-01-14T18:43:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i wonder if ppl really care or they juz hv nth better to do?

2009 count down...

2009-01-01T20:19:00.000-08:00

Happy new year everyone!!!

Say hello to 2009!!

Well. spend de count down in watching IP Man which was really funny...especially de child...=)) went to marina for fireworks which was awesome...here is some pic of it...

Have been trying to get de 3rd and 4th bk of twilight badly...anyone noes where i can get it??

Steamboat meet up!

2008-12-26T19:26:00.001-08:00

S7 meet up 2 day...so met joobes and em darling at de 27 bus stop to go hougang mall and met jm first...haha...bought our lunch before heading to jenny's house...slacked, watch tom and jerry plus played majong there it has been such a long time since i played majong...lol...waited till sil came before we did de gift exchange which was so exciting...HAHAHA...i gt em darling's present...and jm gt mine...i think she wanna murder mi cause de present is so big and she need 2 carry it all de way...lol...

Sil's care bear...

Obivously dis is mine...

Joobe's care bear...

Emily darling's care bear..(thanks 2 mi...=p)

Jiamin's care bear...

Jenny's care bear...

Jiayu's care bear....

Headed to bugis around 5 smth 2 meet jy...for steamboat!!! woots!!! lyk FINALLY!!! chatted and ate steamboat...i think tt we r quite noisy considered de volume of sound we made...lol...ate for i think 2h before going to walk around bugis street...bought a shorts tt cost mi $29...den headed for hm...as usual was laughing lyk nobody business in de bus... and more den half is all thanks to emily lame jokes and stuff...

YUMMY!!! STEAMBOAT!!!
retard emily...hahahah...

Overall i really enjoyed being being able to meet up wid u all...feel as if it is back to de past...those days in sec sch where we talked crap and do dumb stuff...haha...although some of us change aft dis 2 years in diff sch, diff enviroment, but our friendship remain unchange, being able to meet up over busy schedule and stuff, i think all of us have put in effort in maintaining dis friendship. No matter wat we r going 2 face in de future, we will remember tt de other 6 will be there no matter wat happen, supporting and helping each other...=))

I LOVE S7!!!

christmas

2008-12-25T19:46:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!

3 birthday cake...

2008-12-21T06:15:00.000-08:00

I cant believe tt i actually ate 3 diff kind of cake in one day... cause liang kai's birthday is on de 21st, yun yao and yong xiang's birthday is on de 24th....so everyone wanted 2 celebrate dis sunday....ended up there is 3 cake at grandma's house...LOL...

yong xiang, yun yao and liang kai's cake...haha...

So cute la...yong xing stand in de middle...lyk her birthday...haha...

Happy birthday to yong xiang, yun yao and liang kai...=))

movie day...

2008-12-20T20:03:00.000-08:00

Went to meet emily darling, joobes and jiamin for awhile at compass...lol...accompany them for lunch...but i think i had cause them indigestion due to my siaoness...hahaha...They went to J8 aft tt...and idiot emily look too hyper saying bye to mi...-.-

aft tt went to watch dis movie...hmm...not bad but kinda draggy behind...overall rating will be 3.5/5 =))

Trip to malaysia...

2008-12-16T19:23:00.000-08:00

Went to KL, genting for 4 days 3 nights...quite an enjoyable trip here r some photos taken during de trip =))

de twin tower

de resort we stayed in on de second day...

Japanese village....

Rabbit farm

See how cold it is in genting...u cant even see de road ahead...

Holiday!!

2008-12-11T01:03:00.001-08:00

Seriously i think i am gonna flunk my test...

And counting down to 2 days before i am going overseas...

And shitty hell i am gonna miss pet society....

Okok...i am oso gonna miss my cousins AND S7...

haha...

gonna blog when i come back...=))

Former day....

2008-12-04T00:55:00.000-08:00

Lets see now....my blog seems to be rotting...lol....so decided 2 post or i think webs would start growing on it...=))

Gotta wear formal 2 day cause we r having an interview for our"jobs" we want....de key point of dis thingy is to let us noe wat 2 do and wat not 2 do during a job interview...here r some pics we took while waiting for de interview....

De guys in their formal wear....

Somehow...i dunno why...jon was being rape by them...lol...

There r still alot more which i am lazy 2 upload...so if u wanna see more of de pic can go any of their blog...=))

Pet Society...

2008-11-23T06:02:00.000-08:00

Hv been playing pet society for dis past few days...haha...really fun...especially when de pets r so cute...=))

cheriish

See...my pet...really cute rite? muahahaha....finally finish our PBL project...weeeee!!

Sch day

2008-11-17T04:54:00.000-08:00

Yeshh...monday means sch AGAIN...and poor mi on saturday lost my darling hp~ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....i was lyk so damn sad i feel as if i hv lost a part of mi...sob sob...but luckily my mum bought a viewty which is PINK for mi!!! woohoo!!!!=)) so at least not TAT bad....

Nothing much for 2 day except project dead line for PIC is coming near and i hv't even started on it...G.G haha....went hm and made cup cakes 2 day since so many ppl wan eat...=p muahahaha...i try a new flavour...on sat i did not put chocolate chips in my cup cake and for dis time round i did... some i topped icing on it de others i didnt cause some of them lyk de icing, some of them dun....so ppl r gonna be my guinie pig 2molo...wahahahaha!! here is a preview of my DELICIOUS cup cake...

This are de ones wid icing...

Dragon Hunter

2008-11-13T02:38:00.000-08:00

Had our lesson as usual for 2 day....but it only lasted less den an hour before we took de bus provided by de sch 2 Simei ITE, for a career exhibition....de whole place was lyk packed wid different booths wid different jobs offered....but we didnt really went through it one by one but juz walked around brownsing through...

Aft tt which i think only lasted for 20min (during dis 20min i got continuously hitted by 2 idiotic bastard on de head...and i guess u all will noe who r de idiots...) aft tt went to their food court for lunch...had jap cusine...and i was so embarrased all thanks to mr shit shit...wth!! Took 31 to tampinese mall....caught dis movie called Dragon Hunter....de show was quite funny especially de "dog" tt can somehow breath out fire...

Dragon Hunter...

De show ended around 5....took 27 to compass wid shit shit, accompany him go find meilan and saw dis christmas tree tt is UPSIDE DOWN!!! i was so fascinated...went hm aft tt...=))

See it can actually stand on it's tip!!

another day...

2008-11-10T02:15:00.000-08:00

Let's see...2 day sch as normal...started at 10...but bloody hell it was pouring when we arrive at clementi...and all thanks 2 de rain i was NEARLY soaked wet...-.-''hmmm...as usual we had our lesson but no need say anything ppl will oso noe...they go play games during lesson...

End lesson around 4 and went hm...valson bought dis biscuit tt was quite nice...and gave each of us a packet while de others buy sweets...but dunno why...somehow DE SWEET WRAPPER TT DOES NOT BELONG 2 MI ENDED UP IN MY BAG...and on de way 2 take de purple line MR TAN ZHI GUANG PULL MY BAG TILL ONE OF IT WAS A LITTLE TORN...lyk wth!!!!!!! oh ya! and mr tan zhi guang could actually put de whole biscuit given by valson into his mouth in one go...and de consequences of it is he look lyk a total retard...(see pic below 2 get wat i mean..=p)

Look at "shit shit" mouth...hahahahaha....and jon de bo liao person...-.-''

Hao la...nth 2 post anymore...lol...so tt's all for 2 day...=))

First post

2008-11-09T05:33:00.000-08:00

Aft much consideration...i decided 2 start a public blog...muahahaha!!! so yup here it is! my new blog...HELLO PPL!!!

Hmmm...went 2 darling em's house 2 day...woots...slack at her house and she actually COOKED for mi!!! for de FIRST TIME!!! since we noe for 6 YEARS!!! lol...her first attempt tasted weird...and i was lyk err why de noodles lyk over due de...DEN miss emily chang went 2 check de package and found out tt in other 3 DAYS TIME tt packet of noodles would be overdue...lyk wth!!! so she cooked de second time wid other flavour and it turn out better...EMILY CHANG IF I START HAVING A BAD STOMACH FOR DE NEXT 2 DAYS U WILL BE SOO DEAD WOMAN!

Mr lizard(fake de)...i nearly got de shock of my life when i saw it de first time...-.-

See my darling hard at work!=x

De first attempt

De second attempt...it taste MUCH BETTER den de first...